Sarahz

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I just had a 2-hour counselling and boy, the amount of crying I had.

It was enlightening hearing what a neutral party had to say but the exhaust that comes with the crying, absolutely draining.

It took me a whole hour drafting this post because I kept dozing off. Haha.


Love,
Me
Sarahz

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"no matter how estranged the father, no matter how deep the damage, no matter how shattered the bond, there is still time, still space, still a need for even the smallest evidence of a father's love...for a child to be acknowledged by a father as 'My Boy' and 'My Girl'."

- Charles Blow
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Sarahz

catch me











catch me
i tried to run
i tried to fly
my life wasn't kicking it
i had to say bye
no longer my mama's baby
soon to be my baby's mama

didn't know what to say
so i was up
out
off
alone
not grown
but grown

no one to talk to
my mami's already stressed
my girls have their own problems,
besides...
they wouldn't understand
my man is no longer my man since he realised he had to be a man

so me and my little one, we travel
so little and so innocent, i don't want her to come into this world
with mama being a lost girl
but it's too late to show him another
i have to face the fact
i'm about to be a mother

alone
without a man
or a plan
and damn,
nobody understands

- Martha Torres-McKay
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Sarahz

[bollywood] kabhi khushi kabhie gham...




Title: Kabhi Khushi Kabhie Gham (Sometimes Happiness, Sometimes Sadness...; Hindi: कभी ख़ुशी कभी ग़म...)

Synopsis: 'Kabhi Khushi Kabhie Gham' is the story of an Indian family headed by a business tycoon, Yashvardhan Raichand (Amitabh Bachchan) and his wife Nandini (Jaya Bachchan) who raised their sons Rahul (Shahrukh Khan) and Rohan (Hrithik Roshan), showering them with love and affection.

When Rahul finds out that he is adopted at the tender age of 8 years old, it becomes the reason for his unending gratitude for his parents - more so his father. His father's every wish becomes a command for Rahul. A command he never breaks - till the day he falls in love with Anjali (Kajol), a young boisterous girl who is a complete misfit in the High Society World of the Raichands.

When his father disowns Rahul, he takes Anjali and her little sister Pooja (Kareena Kapoor) and leaves for London. Nandini spends every waking moment eagerly (awaiting) for her son to return home. Seeing the pain of his mother, Rohan makes a promise to reunite the family, who seeks out his brother and tries to remind him that...

"It's all about loving your parents."

Language(s): Hindi (subbed \o/), English

Running Time: 211 minutes

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Please note that there are 16 parts to the entire DVD (about 7.42GB). You guys know the drill~

Videos are in .vob and are viewable via VLC Media Player.

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Amitabh Bachchan as Yashvardhan "Yash" Raichand

Jaya Bachchan as Nandini Raichand

Shahrukh Khan as Rahul Raichand

Kajol as Anjali Sharma Raichand

Hrithik Roshan as Rohan Raichand

Kareena Kapoor as Pooja Sharma / Poo

Farida Jalal as Sayeeda / Daijan / DJ

Rani Mukerji as Naina Kapoor (Cameo)

Achala Sachdev as Rohan's paternal grandmother

Sushma Seth as Rohan's maternal grandmother

Johnny Lever as Haldiram

Himani Shivpuri as Haldiram's wife

Simone Singh as Rukhsaar

Alok Nath as Bauji

Jibraan Khan as Krish Rahul Raichand

Amar Talwar as Mr. Kapoor (Naina's father)

Original Soundtrack Album


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Sarahz

[bollywood] 3 idiots




Title: 3 Idiots

Genre: Comedy

Synopsis: Two friends [R Madhavan and Sharman Joshi] embark on a quest for a lost buddy. On this journey, they encounter a long forgotten bet, a wedding they must crash and a funeral that goes impossibly out of control. As they make their way through the perilous landscape, another journey begins: their inner journey through memory lane and the story of their friend - the irrepressible free-thinker Rancho [Aamir Khan] who in his unique way, touched and changed their lives. It's a story of their hostel days that swings between Rancho's romance with the spirited Pia [Kareena Kapoor], and his clash with an oppressive mentor, Viru Sahastrabuddhe [Boman Irani]. And then one day, suddenly, Rancho vanishes... Who was he? Where did he come from? Why did he leave?

The friend who influenced and inspired them to think creatively and independently, even as the conformist world called them three idiots. Where is the original idiot now? Finally, in misty mountains of unparalled beauty, the friends find the key to the secret.

Three Idiots is a comedy of ideas that is as provocative as it is funny, as wildly entertaining as it is insightful. A laugh-riot that talks about the most important of human pursuits: self-actualisation.

Language(s): Hindi (subbed \o/), English

Running Time: 164 minutes

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Please note that there are 16 parts to the entire DVD (about 7.7GB). You guys know the drill~

Videos are in .vob and are viewable via VLC Media Player.

Here you go...


Aamir Khan as Ranchoddas "Rancho" Shamaldas Chanchad / Phunsukh Wangdu

Kareena Kapoor as Pia Sahastrabuddhe

R. Madhavan as Farhan Qureshi

Sharman Joshi as Raju Rastogi

Boman Irani as Viru Sahastrabuddhe (Virus)

Omi Vaidya as Chatur Ramalingam (Silencer)

Parikshit Sahni as Mr. Qureshi

Javed Jaffrey as Ranchoddas Shamaldas Chanchad

Mona Singh as Mona Sahastrabuddhe (Pia's sister)

Sanjay Lafont as Suhas

Rahul Kumar as Millimeter

Amardeep Jha as Mrs. Rastogi

Farida Dadi as Mrs. Qureshi

Jayant Kripalani as Interviewer

Arun Bali as Shamaldas Chanchad

Ali Fazal as Joy Lobo

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Sarahz

[bollywood] Golmaal 3




Title: GOLMAAL 3

Genre: Comedy

Synopsis: India's first trilogy GOLMAAL 3 highlights the story of hatred between two bunch of siblings within a family. One of nature's masterpieces, this is a family that eats together, prays together, lives together and a family that can't stand each other.

This quirky [and] unique family will certainly deliver you with some rib-tickling moments, ageless romance and some heart-warming scenes. A beautiful journey full of madness, love and excitement.

A film with the perfect blend of just every emotion that will set in your heart with thrice the fun, thrice the magic and thrice the laughter. GOLMAAL 3 it is!

Language(s): Hindi (subbed \o/), English

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Disc 1 on MegaUpload

Disc 2 on MegaUpload
Sarahz

[bollywood] Taare Zameen Par (Like Stars on Earth)




Title: Taare Zameen Par (Like Stars on Earth)

Tagline: Every Child is Special

Storyline: Ishaan Awasthi is an eight-year-old whose world is filled with wonders that no one else seems to appreciate; colours, fish, dogs and kites are just not important in the world of adults, who are much more interested in things like homework, marks and neatness. And Ishaan just cannot seem to get anything right in class. When he gets into far more trouble than his parents can handle, he is packed off to a boarding school to 'be disciplined'. Things are no different at his new school, and Ishaan has to contend with the added trauma of separation from his family.

One day a new art teacher bursts onto the scene, Ram Shankar Nikumbh, who infects the students with joy and optimism. He breaks all the rules of 'how things are done' by asking them to think, dream and imagine, and all the children respond with enthusiasm, all except Ishaan. Nikumbh soon realizes that Ishaan is very unhappy, and he sets out to discover why. With time, patience and care, he ultimately helps Ishaan find himself.

Running Time: 165 minutes

Language(s): Hindi (subbed \o/), English

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Disc 1.zip (on MegaUpload)

Disc 2.zip (on MegaUpload)

Disc 3.zip (on MegaUpload)
Sarahz

you're fuckin' perfect to me

one can love oneself very much but there has to be a limit when one starts questioning, "am I worth it?", "am I being delusional, thinking I'm not alone in being different?", "is it so wrong to be me?"

p!nk may not necessarily have the best vocals, but that doesn't mean she's not a diva because she is, in her own rights. the difference between the stereotyped diva and her would be that she stands firm in her beliefs and isn't afraid of being different and standing proud.

those who do not conform to society are often bullied, ridiculed and ostracised. I know this because while I may not be an outright non-conformist, I do not quite fit society's mould of the ideal member. it's just that I've learned to withdraw or keep mum for sanity and heartache's sake.

so I salute p!nk for being a role model, a pillar of strength and an exemplary model of success to all.



fuckin' perfect
by p!nk



Made a wrong turn, once or twice.
Dug my way out, blood and fire.
Bad decisions, that's alright.
Welcome to my silly life.

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood.
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down.
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated.
Look, I'm still around.

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect.
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing,
You're fuckin' perfect to me

You're so mean when you talk about yourself; you were wrong.
Change the voices in your head; make them like you instead.
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred, such a tired game.
It's enough; I've done all I can think of.
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same.

Woah ohh, pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect.
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing,
You're fuckin' perfect to me.

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear.
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer.
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere.
They dont like my jeans; they don't get my hair.
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time.
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect.
Pretty,pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fuckin' perfect to me, yeahhh.
You're perfect, you're perfect

Ohh pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect.
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel, like you're nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me